Saturday, December 17, 2011

Now For Something Completely Different: Finding My Passion

The header of my blog proclaims that I am a scholar. My first post explained that I am an historian. Let me tell you how the wonders of history came into my life.

I always loved reading as a child, I read my first historical fiction in third grade. One of those horrendous (I now realize) "Dear America" books  where a significant historic moment is watered down in order for children to understand. As an eight or nine year old though, I couldn't get enough. Soon I moved on to Anne Rinaldi and other writers. Then I began to go through stretches of time where I would only want to read things describing a particular era of history. I asked for the staple Holocaust memoir "Anne Frank:The Diary of a Young Girl" the Christmas of my tenth year and that led to a two year jag where I asked for books on the Holocaust for every birthday and Christmas. I also went through a Reveloutionary War phase. I still think I'm in a Civil War phase.

Of all the blood soaked wars this country has seen, I am most fascinated by the Civil War. I have very clear memories of warm summer days spent on the front porch of my grandparents' house hearing the story of a long-dead ancestor who had fought in that war. I remember seeing the faded letters as my grandfather held them and with a tone of reverence in his voice, read passages from them. The letters detail the daily struggles of a simple country doctor thrust into war. He quitely yearns for his hearth and home, his wife and his children. His sometimes heartfelt depictions and always picturesque writing are the reason I first loved history. If there were stories this cool in my own family, what would I find if I looked a little harder?

Fast forward about ten years or so. I was a sophmore in college. I had just decided that no, I did not want to be a teacher. Instead I became a history major. I was never sure what a degree in history would do for me, but I knew I would enjoy the journey, I did. I discovered the thing that has become my passion, though right now is relegated to a neglected hobby. I discovered disability studies.

 A relatively new field, disability studies is a cross disciplinary field that explores disability through several different perspectives. Theory, literature, andmost importantly for me, history. I love so much about disability history. I love the dark and twisted nature of the beast. I love the stories of igenuity of people with disabilities solving problems for themselves when  systems meant to serve them fail. What's not to love?

1 comment:

  1. Enjoyed reading this entry. Your Uncle Don is a big Civil War buff too. Have you ever visited any battlefields? We visited Gettysburg a couple of years ago. Seeing where those battles took place really brought it to life. Looking forward to your next entry.

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